which sucks ass because I have a boyfriend I want to adore so badly. I would never ever cheat on him, but I hate the possibility that I might start leading him on when my feelings for him are starting to waiver more than ever.

And not only that, but this guy is Hindu. And I’m not. And I’m pretty sure my feelings are not reciprocated, however little they may be. Life sucks. 

I can’t leave my boyfriend yet though. I just can’t. I don’t want to do anything I might regret. I just want to give it time right now, to see if we can make it work.

October 31, 12:17AM (1 year ago) (Notes)